Trigger

Gr 9 Up–Seventeen-year-old Jay wakes up alone in the park after a night out with his boyfriend, Jackson, completely bewildered and missing crucial memories of what happened. His painful, battered body implies he may have been sexually assaulted. Ghosted by his now ex-boyfriend, Jay begins to suspect possible involvement when he sees him with expensive items, including a Rolex. Although longtime friend Lau tries to help him, Jay finds more common ground with a new nonbinary friend Rain, from his support group. As shadowy segments of memories emerge, he is triggered by the betrayal and seeks justice. This intense account of surviving sexual violence raises awareness and helps destigmatize male/male assault. Moore’s foreword states he is a survivor, and the authentic depiction is delivered via a strong, visceral narrative voice in this novel in verse. The free verse poetry propels readers quickly through the plot with short line breaks that parallel Jay’s choppy memory. Sensitivity is evident; the assault takes place off-page, and the trauma, vulnerability, and acceptance are all part of his healing journey. The value of Jay’s strong support system is demonstrated via friends, family, and therapy. A content warning is advised for sexual violence and trafficking, and the author provides helpful resources in the back matter.