A Year Without Mom

Tolstikova's illustrated memoir recounts when her mother relocated to America for graduate school and she, twelve, was left with her grandparents in Moscow. Through present-tense narration, readers follow Dasha's experiences, from a boy crush to uncertainty during the 1991 coup d'état attempt. Pencil and ink illustrations, in mostly whites and grays, emphasize the chilly setting. Color is used sparsely but to great emotional effect.

Tolstikova's illustrated memoir recounts the time when her mother relocated to America for graduate school and she, twelve years old, was left in the care of her grandparents in Moscow. Through present-tense narration, readers follow Dasha's experiences chronologically as she navigates both specific and universal rites of passage, including uncertainty during the 1991 coup d'etat attempt and distress when she learns that her crush, older boy Petya, has a girlfriend (who smokes cigarettes, no less!). Pencil and ink illustrations, in mostly whites and grays, emphasize the chilly setting. Color is used sparsely but to great emotional effect: bright reds on cheeks represent characters' embarrassment; dark, smudgy grays dominate in moments of heartache. Most of the dialogue is in the same type as the main narrative but separated from it through thin speech bubbles drawn around characters' statements. Hand-lettered text (sometimes incorporating Cyrillic) evokes mood as well, as seen when Dasha listens to her mother's words (a letter left for her as a cassette recording) and they surround her, reflecting her longing. The author includes authentic details (including how the Russian grading system works) and, with personality and sincerity, creates an accessible, truthful, and relatable record for readers of a different generation. elisa gall